I was running past my insecuries,
Dodging my fears,
Defeating my anxieties,
And getting over those tears.
I ran all the way through,
Survived the darkest of nights,
With a faith pure and untrue,
I fought as long as I could fight.
Soon, I realized that I was in a mess,
You weren’t the just the one, I found.
Stay away from him they’d suggest.
I couldn’t realize in time; I stand astound.
Yes, fault in our stars,
Blame on whatsoever you feel,
‘Coz we were never together; just apart,
You just behold as I conceal.
Our rendezvous was a mistake,
It shouldn’t have been this way,
We began a beginning that was fake,
And so I waited, until you betrayed.
I still wonder…
Were we ever meant to be?
As my life turns into a blunder,
My heart shatters into a million piece.
Yes, we never had a thing,
Love among us? Can’t recall.
Just running, chasing and mourning,
Sure that isn’t what love’s called.
Yes, we are no more us,
Just You and I,
You caused what it is now and thus,
It’s my turn to defy.
© Khushi Suneja